Who Are you?

My story? Nope this is overall.
Who are You? God? No.
Your just a plain human being. So start BEING one.
Nothing are different cause once ppl shot you. Your Goin to die.
So what do you expect? To treat you royalty?
And who are you to judge? Do you really know whats goin on? No you dont. So stop The freakin Bullshits on things and accepts the fact Your nothing but a normal person.
And you expect ppl to treat you nicely of you ugly attitude?
By then you just a spoil brat who think nothing but ur gf/bf. Why? There's other ppl who wanting to earn money more than you do. If your goin to fluffy2 with your Lovers. Get the Hell out.
I dont feel lost actually ..you wanna know why? easy...! Because I am awesome and i know the world more than you. What? You too? Oh my! i bet you the meaning Work has the High and low level? Tsk2 You dont know? That's too sad to see nor hear.
Lemme Tell you Kiddo...You wanna work? Then be serious. You want the money? Then Work your ass out not by BRAG like a Wuss.
You want to make your own rule in work place? Here lemme give you a auto suggestion. Build your work place and BE IN IT.  :) Easy you know? what? hard? nawwww kiddo like you can do it right? You have THE MONEY. :)

I give a bright Idea. Here ! There's always have the owner in every work place. And tell yourself  this "I'm a worker and i work only for myself and my family" Does your friend help ya? Certain maybe...other certain? They eat Ya. So kids. Lesson for today....Dont be a spoil brat...ur just an Egg that haven't Hatch.

Erti Sebuah Persahabatan

1. Kawan tu bukan macam main FUTSAL.

Mula-mula kejar… Dah dapat sepak…

2. Kawan tu bukan macam main SKATE.

Mula-mula gosok…Lepas tu pijak…

3. Kawan tu bukan mcm main RAGBI.

Mula-mula tangkap…Dah dapat tendang…

4. Kawan tu bukan mcm PAMPERS.

Dah pakai pastu buang…

5. Kawan tu bknnya mcm BARANG KEMAS.

Waktu baru beli pakai…Dah sengkek gadai…

6. Kawan tu bukan macam PELANGI.

Hari cerah hilang…Hujan gerimis baru muncul…

7. Kawan tu bukan macam KERETA.

Rosak sikit jual …Beli baru…

8. Kawan tu bukan macam CHIPSMORE .

Kejap ade kejap takde…

9. Kawan tu bukan macam BANK.

Bila dah takde duit baru nak cari…

Now Erti Yg sebenar 

Ade tak yg pernah terpikir...ape itu sebenarnya sebuah persahabatan Untk Kita? Ade yg akn kata "teman" . Mmg lah teman...ade kategori jugekkk....Teman Hidup...Teman sepermainan...and macam2 lagi. Ade lak menganggap Persahabatan nie mcm sebuah permainan untk Diorg. Seriously? Korang mmg Pikir mcm tu ke? Nak cari yg betul...atau sebetul2 nya Sahabat tu ssh...nk berkongsi cerita Suka dan duka. Zaman Now semua leh kata diorg tu sahabat kita...Topeng ade yg benar2 Jujur Pown ada. cuma kita kena berusaha mencari Yg Sebenarnya. 

Zaman Dulu boleh lah lagi ada bnyk org yg btol2 jujur. Zaman Now? ade? jarang ade lah. Banyak yang diketahui yang kawan makan kawan, Buang kawan, Tikam Belakang anf Etc. Untk yang buat tu maybe normal lah untk diorg. Tapi macam mana yg kena tu lak? ade Pikir? Engkau tidak tahu yang kau buang tu kemungkinan kawan sebenar kau hingga akhir hayat. Ludah sesuka hati. 

Mendoakan sahabat baik semasa hayatnya ataupun matinya.Doakanlah kesejahteraan dan kejayaan saudara2 sebagaimana kita mendoakan untuk diri kita sendiri. Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w: “Apabila seorang itu mendoakan untuk saudaranya di kala tidak berhadapan dengannya, maka berkatalah malaikat:Kamu pun menerima sebagaimana doamu itu” H.R Muslim.

Orang maybe akan kata "ala zaman skrang bnyk org jahat dr org baik" Memang..tapi ade x korang berusaha mencari? Dalam Hidup kita...mempunyai sahabat itu yg betul2nya sahabat itu..ade lah pekara Indah. Kita berkongsi2 segala2 nya. Mana dah nk cari yang mcm tu? xde dah....

Sebelum berakhir renunglah ayat ini 

Mungkin Kau anggap Sahabat itu bnda remeh...jangan sesal jikalau kau Hilang "sahabat" yg benar dan ada yg Bertopeng Dua bersama kau. :)

「Secret base～君がくれたもの～」

You and the end of summer and the dreams of the future 
And our big hope, I won't forget them. 
I believe that we will meet  
In August 10 years later. 
The best memories...


Our meeting was made in a moment at the intersection walking home. 
You called out to me, didn't you? "Let's go home together." 
While I embarrassedly hid my face with my bag, 
In truth, I was very, very happy.


Ah, the way the fireworks beautifully bloom in the sky is a bit lonely. 
Ah, the wind flows along with time.


So happy, having so much fun, we had so many adventures 
Inside the secret base that belonged to the two of us.


You and the end of summer and the dreams of the future 
And our big hope, I won't forget them. 
I believe that we will meet in August 10 years later. 
I knew that you screamed "Thank You" from the bottom of your heart till the very end. 
A goodbye when you hold back your tears and smile is lonely, isn't it. 
The best memories...


I knew that you screamed "Thank You" 
From the bottom of your heart till the very end. 
A goodbye when you hold back your tears and smile is lonely, isn't it. 
The best memories...


So sad, so lonely, we had so many fights 
Inside the secret base that belonged to the two of us.

You and the end of summer and the dreams of the future 
And our big hope, I won't forget them. 
I believe that we will meet in August 10 years later. 
I knew that you screamed "Thank You" from the bottom of your heart till the very end. 
A goodbye when you hold back your tears and smile is lonely, isn't it. 
The best memories...

Small Steps, Medium...and Largee Step { T. I.N.G }

In life we often heard. Smaller steps becomes Bigger ones.
We often think something to do right?
when we were kids. Everything is in order...well our mum decides on us.
We kids often looks at the most pretties, awesomeness and Epic things to show off. Lol
We all Do that alot of time. When the world were still a peaceful place to be in it.
In our time, i have to say it was a fun year hahaha. right? imaging we were the first to play LEGO.
First to see PS1 and etc. Just a small step on us. Really small
Then comes to the middle / Medium steps.
HIGH SCHOOL ....a place of joy and...well...well..u know the rest urself hahahaha.
hey HighSchool is the main thing we have the Best buds and Girlfriend....lol.
Even we hate the school, deep down we love it more than we think. We just having hard time to admit thats all.
Teacher....Omg..ther are teach us...alot of things in Life and what we dont know. C-mon we always have the teacher we hates and adore..hahaha
Parents...hehehe who would deny their hardwork? Working out for us to have a nice food and drinks
helps us when we want to ( In other words Positive's one) hahaha
We have our joy with friend...bitter moment and also...sad moment but hey our time were nice right? :P
And here comes the last step Bigger ones
This is the time where we made our own decision in this.
Work...or study...its all in our head...tik tok tik tok
Some love to continue their study and some? Love to make money for their family nor for themself.
being in the big step makes us even more into being a great adult. And its our turn to make something good for the parent..our parent.
What am trying to say issss.....Small steps to big steps...There are easy but mostly difficult step to reach to the top.
and our best is? work hard and never give up weee

<3

My Other Half ( HER )

Let see. 

She said she make a wish saying someone like her would be arriving at the school.

And So Bam!

I came in. Lol.

Thats where i meet her. Same head n alot of things we have in common.

Lol. We have been Bestie almost like...hmm 7 years. OMG. 7 years?! that's long 

I tought we would last almost 3 years. Hahaha.

She's A unic person i known. The way she makes u laugh and make u wanting to slap her and slap her more

but i love her because she is her with me. We fight with each other ALOT. but what i know it. We will get back together anyway. By phone, by meeting each other and hug and talked bout it all the way. And how stupid we were by fighting with each other Lol.

But what i love...she knows what am thinking and i know what she's thinking, Even she lost her Beloved mother...She was Strong to make it all the way . And i promise myself i would Take Care of her like i promise her mother long time ago.

She listen to my Whine all the time. 

I never kept anything from her...YET hahahaha

Likely I told her everything and each day we both will have something to tell.

As long i see she is happy, i said to myself "She is fine Auntie" hahaha how touchy am i?

People can say am a lesbian or w/e but we both know ourself. and u ppl only know our name but not the real US.

We always talk in a weird way. But thats how we get close hahaha. I will help her in anyway I can. that how i will do. Aslong she wont have to suffer alone. Psh Woman. Am here kay? anything let me know.

I wont know unless u dont tell Kay?

Anything happen...our friendship wont be destroyed that easily right? hehehehe.

and this girl am talking about...her name is

NurHannah Bt Azman aka Perv Jiraiya 

This is the song which make me alwys make me think how far we are <3

sayonara   sayonara   nando datte 
jibun ni   mujou ni   iikikasete 
te wo furu nowa yasashisa dayo ne? 
ima   tsuyosa ga hoshii

A Girl Stories { T.Y.P.I.C.A.L} Epic~~

A Girl Stories { T.Y.P.I.C.A.L} Epic~~

Probably think a nice story?

Nope

Its a journey of becoming the girl she wants to be

...there's no happy ending...

she faces alot of shitz in her life...bitter but there's a sweet taste somewhere in those bitter.

She always sees things in other way

always think other way,

But she always thinks of her friend more than her self that include her family aswell.

She cried and she stares blanky over the sky thinking....

"Will I ever Be The person ?"

Every day she wonders on her own thinking deeply... She sees her friend are all well doing and happy and of course she is aswell

But when she giver her full efforts..they just throw her away

and she stares those rain ....thinking "Useless thinking of those "

She also lives the Virtual Life.

But as the shits happen to her

she began to rampage inside it...by seeing those who make her into those

She know she love her buddies in that,

She has a virtual family n etc...but in the end after she helped alot she been thrown away like any doll would be,

She was down...really down. Until she take a decision to break for a few days nor more...and she learn alot. and now she knows...she dont need those virtual life..she need her real life. And because for those virtual life she able to meet wonderful people in it. and she glad those shits happen that make things see whether who are friend and who are foe.

And later on...her story began to happen much more interesting and lightful.

I'm Glad That I love You before...

I'm Glad That I love You before...

Even I known u in a short time...
Even there's time where we never think our self
There's a way that u make me smile
You know how to make my day brighter with laughter

I always thinks to be caution with my action towards you
Because i cant afford of loosing you once again
You never give up on cheering me in the time of Disaster
What more can i asks from you?

You always teach me new things bout life
Teaching me the value of life and all soft of thing
I never give up on believing you
Because you never give up on me

But there's always the time of depart
Even It hurts alot that u tear it to pieces
I known all this will happen
But my emotion took over it

U can see hating you and everything
Seeing You having your good time with others
I live my life from it and Lock all the past and memories with you
I lock evrything bout you in me.

So i can recall when I want to to smile on my own
I never regret on loving you
I never hate About You
Sometimes Your making me hating you

I could only smile
Because, my feeling are mutual
And Noone will able to control
Excepts me...

So I'm Glad that I love you before