Small Steps, Medium...and Largee Step { T. I.N.G }

In life we often heard. Smaller steps becomes Bigger ones.
We often think something to do right?
when we were kids. Everything is in order...well our mum decides on us.
We kids often looks at the most pretties, awesomeness and Epic things to show off. Lol
We all Do that alot of time. When the world were still a peaceful place to be in it.
In our time, i have to say it was a fun year hahaha. right? imaging we were the first to play LEGO.
First to see PS1 and etc. Just a small step on us. Really small
Then comes to the middle / Medium steps.
HIGH SCHOOL ....a place of joy and...well...well..u know the rest urself hahahaha.
hey HighSchool is the main thing we have the Best buds and Girlfriend....lol.
Even we hate the school, deep down we love it more than we think. We just having hard time to admit thats all.
Teacher....Omg..ther are teach us...alot of things in Life and what we dont know. C-mon we always have the teacher we hates and adore..hahaha
Parents...hehehe who would deny their hardwork? Working out for us to have a nice food and drinks
helps us when we want to ( In other words Positive's one) hahaha
We have our joy with friend...bitter moment and also...sad moment but hey our time were nice right? :P
And here comes the last step Bigger ones
This is the time where we made our own decision in this.
Work...or study...its all in our head...tik tok tik tok
Some love to continue their study and some? Love to make money for their family nor for themself.
being in the big step makes us even more into being a great adult. And its our turn to make something good for the parent..our parent.
What am trying to say issss.....Small steps to big steps...There are easy but mostly difficult step to reach to the top.
and our best is? work hard and never give up weee

<3

My Other Half ( HER )

Let see. 

She said she make a wish saying someone like her would be arriving at the school.

And So Bam!

I came in. Lol.

Thats where i meet her. Same head n alot of things we have in common.

Lol. We have been Bestie almost like...hmm 7 years. OMG. 7 years?! that's long 

I tought we would last almost 3 years. Hahaha.

She's A unic person i known. The way she makes u laugh and make u wanting to slap her and slap her more

but i love her because she is her with me. We fight with each other ALOT. but what i know it. We will get back together anyway. By phone, by meeting each other and hug and talked bout it all the way. And how stupid we were by fighting with each other Lol.

But what i love...she knows what am thinking and i know what she's thinking, Even she lost her Beloved mother...She was Strong to make it all the way . And i promise myself i would Take Care of her like i promise her mother long time ago.

She listen to my Whine all the time. 

I never kept anything from her...YET hahahaha

Likely I told her everything and each day we both will have something to tell.

As long i see she is happy, i said to myself "She is fine Auntie" hahaha how touchy am i?

People can say am a lesbian or w/e but we both know ourself. and u ppl only know our name but not the real US.

We always talk in a weird way. But thats how we get close hahaha. I will help her in anyway I can. that how i will do. Aslong she wont have to suffer alone. Psh Woman. Am here kay? anything let me know.

I wont know unless u dont tell Kay?

Anything happen...our friendship wont be destroyed that easily right? hehehehe.

and this girl am talking about...her name is

NurHannah Bt Azman aka Perv Jiraiya 

This is the song which make me alwys make me think how far we are <3

sayonara   sayonara   nando datte 
jibun ni   mujou ni   iikikasete 
te wo furu nowa yasashisa dayo ne? 
ima   tsuyosa ga hoshii

A Girl Stories { T.Y.P.I.C.A.L} Epic~~

A Girl Stories { T.Y.P.I.C.A.L} Epic~~

Probably think a nice story?

Nope

Its a journey of becoming the girl she wants to be

...there's no happy ending...

she faces alot of shitz in her life...bitter but there's a sweet taste somewhere in those bitter.

She always sees things in other way

always think other way,

But she always thinks of her friend more than her self that include her family aswell.

She cried and she stares blanky over the sky thinking....

"Will I ever Be The person ?"

Every day she wonders on her own thinking deeply... She sees her friend are all well doing and happy and of course she is aswell

But when she giver her full efforts..they just throw her away

and she stares those rain ....thinking "Useless thinking of those "

She also lives the Virtual Life.

But as the shits happen to her

she began to rampage inside it...by seeing those who make her into those

She know she love her buddies in that,

She has a virtual family n etc...but in the end after she helped alot she been thrown away like any doll would be,

She was down...really down. Until she take a decision to break for a few days nor more...and she learn alot. and now she knows...she dont need those virtual life..she need her real life. And because for those virtual life she able to meet wonderful people in it. and she glad those shits happen that make things see whether who are friend and who are foe.

And later on...her story began to happen much more interesting and lightful.

I'm Glad That I love You before...

I'm Glad That I love You before...

Even I known u in a short time...
Even there's time where we never think our self
There's a way that u make me smile
You know how to make my day brighter with laughter

I always thinks to be caution with my action towards you
Because i cant afford of loosing you once again
You never give up on cheering me in the time of Disaster
What more can i asks from you?

You always teach me new things bout life
Teaching me the value of life and all soft of thing
I never give up on believing you
Because you never give up on me

But there's always the time of depart
Even It hurts alot that u tear it to pieces
I known all this will happen
But my emotion took over it

U can see hating you and everything
Seeing You having your good time with others
I live my life from it and Lock all the past and memories with you
I lock evrything bout you in me.

So i can recall when I want to to smile on my own
I never regret on loving you
I never hate About You
Sometimes Your making me hating you

I could only smile
Because, my feeling are mutual
And Noone will able to control
Excepts me...

So I'm Glad that I love you before

A leap Year For Him hehehehe

this is for my beloved brother (Imvu brother but meh i already think him as my own blood )
Happy bday~~~!!!
A leap year makes ur bday much more unic
and even the person aswell hhehehehe.
I meet him last year when i was well a Noob still. We are were singing until the early morning. Until we dint sleep at all lol.
I dint even to my class after that lol
For me i dont see him as the person for me to take his money...
Psh! am not that kind of person ok?
I have my own money. But Alas He loves to spoil Ppl. (Damn u ) xD!
But what can u ask ore from him? He's too caring to ppl
Which makes u want to Kick his ass just to tell him to rest.
As for me?
I love him dearly like my own blood hehehehe
We had our sweet and bitter memories.
And all those time i guess turn us well into really good thing lol
Dont ever Ever forget me AGAIN.
and if u do i will hunt u dont like i hunt my Hammy hamster ;I!
Lol.
well just be urself and soon lets hang our again ;3
just from me to u.


Have a Blast!

MySelf

This is me....the new me. I found a great answer from my prayer. Yes am working out myself. and i have to say i am loosing few fats.
my faces changing? think not.
Hey Each person has their way of showing their new things right?
well this is me. And my name is Noor Afyra and am proud to say am a muslim.
Am not racists....Nope.
I respect All.
why i wrote this? Lol
nothing...am just saying how is  "me" and the now "me"
Time passing by really fast and when u start looking at ur time and it says "Dont waste any minute"
well sometimes ppl just wanting to let go in here right? well i am. Around me seeing me as "People Who only Smiles"
THats what they said.
I have a close ppl? Yes i do. My family. My Bestie. Well i dont need the "Huge" Crowd of bestie. I love simple a small amount. Makes u easier to keep an eye lol.
Am seeing how ppl bein a "good" and "bad"
I believe in faith .
Why my face are rarely shown?
easy..noone would be saying a thing for any pics i put. besides i love anime myself.
i dont need fake smile on me. I just epicly Normal..and aslo awsome Lmao.
what else?
Knwing new ppl is my passion. Exchange Idea are magic <3
thats why i like to talk? Lol.

Thats it ;) Au revouir !

Pick A friend. In total Make u happy.

Having a friend boosts your health, but in choosing them who make you feel positive increases the benefits in u


1. Tap into how you feel :-
Nobody is all positive or all negative. But there are people  you tend to feel more positive around. Use that as your barometer and keep track. when spending time with them, pay attention to ur gut reaction afterwards. Are u feeling drained or upset? To help u keep track, i suggest taking a moment when u get home to write down that your mood id when around them.
For two month...well maybe more maybe u would know what kind of feeling ur having around them.


2. Get to know yourself :-
While it's great to gather with positive friend, it's also cathartic to vent with other in similar life situations. But if you're all just complaining and nothing is changing, it's not healthy. Make sure you're not projecting. Are your friend negative or just maybe your doing all those complaining? Considering the answer to these question can yourself to decide if you want to confront  them and risk their getting mad, or you could just lessen contact and let the relationship fade  naturally. 
To know what qualities you want in a friend, do some soul searching. Ask yourself : 'what are my top five values in life?' if u like outdoor adventure, for example look for a friend that would help u together to explore that by joining them at canoes and everything that includes outdoor.


3.Join a Group :-
Sometimes your hobbies can lead into supportive friendship. check out local newspaper and websites to find a group or class for something for u to enjoy. U may encounter with someone who has the same head and hobbies like you. It will make u much more better when to be wiith them so you dont have to be akward at all with ppl that has the same head as u.


4. ....as they one - on - one
Your not into group? then look for individual interactions instead. Set a small goal, such as having coffee with one new person and pick up on cues. if someone suggests going for a lunch sometimes, Set a date. Just make sure he/she not a rapist or something. As u know how the world has turned now. 


5. Don't Be afraid to be honest
If  your feeling disappointed by ur friend. Dont hesitate to be honest with them. Tell them ur feelings, Example tell her what support you want on your tough times in your lives. While your friend may need to be left alone, you may crave for a phone call. Sometimes Friendship can withstand those conversations and sometimes they can't. With some Friend you laugh and have fun at the movies together and that can be enough. With other's, you treasure them for your deep connection.


But Since the world changing, i dont there's any to be called friend to us anymore dont they. The "True" friend are there. Somewhere deep inside. We just dint try very hard to find it yet. I found Mine in a millions year from now on. How bout yourself?